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[03 Jan 2005|09:28pm] |
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Dear you,
I hate to do this, but I've got a new journal. I hated this name, and I made a new DJ too, so I want the names to be the same cause I'm OCD like that. It's going to be friends only, so comment there and I shall add you. ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) ithitmyboob, is my new alias.</span>
kaitty
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[31 Dec 2004|09:59pm] |
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Dear anyone who wants to hear about a pathetic loser who stayed home on new years eve,
Dick Clark has fallen ill or something and is in the hospital. Therefore, he can't host is 'Rockin New Years Eve.' I am greatly disappointed because for a fill in, they got Regis. Whatta rip off.
Can you tell that my New Years Eve is sucking?
Love,
the girl that stayed home on new years eve
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[26 Dec 2004|01:50pm] |
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This is the problem with LJ; we all think we are so close, and we know nothing about each other. I'm going to rectify it. I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about.
Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you.
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[26 Dec 2004|01:47pm] |
I suffer from depression. I am a strong, intelligent, capable person. I am neither weak nor stupid nor lazy. Depression is an illness that millions of people suffer from and there is nothing wrong with admitting you need help sometimes.
If you've ever felt this way, copy this and paste it into your LJ. Maybe if we start talking about how we survive depression, we'll realize we aren't alone.
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[23 Dec 2004|03:46pm] |
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Dear World,
Seems that everyone has that *special someone* these days. And it's not like I'm jealous. I'm happy for people, I really am. But I want one too. Yes, that is me complaining. I seriously don't mind being set up...so go ahead and do it. These past two days haven't been much really. We had our winter concert yesterday it was pretty good. I fink that's it.
love,
a broken hearted girl
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[21 Dec 2004|02:05pm] |
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Today was soo an improvement from yesterday. Well yeah, I probably failed my geometry quiz because I was just not awake. But I'll get over it. And lessons was a nice break in the day. Mrs. Wilkes discovered my spam in her jar mwahaha. US History was effing crazy. But we just reviewed for some quiz. Lunch was tres interessante. Some jerks were throwing food at people in the cafeteria. So I just go so fed up with it that I turned around and started throwing my bagel at them yelling, "how you like it? Getting food thrown at you? Huh? Huh!" Yeah, didn't go over too well with them because apparently they were suprised and like, thought that is was sooo funny that they were throwing food and thought that for some reason people enjoy it. HAHAHA. No. Not really. It's just annoying. So I gave them a taste of their own fucking medicine. We all know their gonna throw food tomorrow though. And I'll just throw some more at them. We watched Elf in drivers ed and erm did some more getting ready for the concert in orchestra.
( I really like this Underoath song )
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[19 Dec 2004|09:46pm] |
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Dear people that like to read about my life,
I realized today that there are many Steve's in my life. So therefore, you guys may get confused. I want to explain a bit.
First, there's the bad Steve, but I don't want to spend any or much time on him because I wanted to go to Lunca and get him erased from my memory. Too bad that corp doesn't exsist. But yeah. What's there to say about him? He's mean and heartless pretty much sums it up. And all of a sudden he'll want to be your friend then a couple weeks later won't give a fuck. But have no fear, cause months later he'll start bothering you.
Then, the good, cool, wonderful, college Steve. Otherwise known on here as faithless_emo. He's awesome and I may be meeting him after the concert on Wednesday.</span></span>
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[18 Dec 2004|09:56pm] |
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The only time I have on the computer and Steve has to fucking get me down. I didn't even address this entry properly.
Dear anyone who happens to care,
I am officially done with Steve. And, the boy I mentioned before? We're not going out. I am destined to never be loved. Ever. I'll die alone. In an apartment in the Village, and no one will know I died until 2-3 weeks later because I'll start to smell. And my 9 cats will have scratched me up and died along with me.
But that boy and I had a fun time conversation last night. And as long as we're still cool and he still holds me, it's all good. I just really need someone. And I know how much it sucks that I have to rely on another human being for support, but I just want it to know what it's like. I made cookies today.
The end,
Kaitty
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[17 Dec 2004|08:30pm] |
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Dear World,
Where are you guys? Like, no one has updated their journals and therefore I've been bored. Nothing on Myspace either. It's depressing. But...I OBTAINED HIS NUMBER! So I don't know if I'm going to call him. Should I? I unno. I had to spill the beans of some of the situation to my mother cause she on me on the phone when I called someone to get it. She said not to, cause if we were going out, I'd know it. But see, I didn't tell her about the 'lovers' part or the hand holding, cause she just would have thought he was weird. And sick. But see, she interprets stuff wrong. Okay, forget it. I will. Cause I have to know. Now.
Love,
ambitious Kaitty
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[17 Dec 2004|11:35am] |
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Dear World,
I'm too confused for words. It's horrible. In the past two days I've been asked twice if this guy and I are going out. Okay see, it's not that I don't like him, it's just that he never formally asked me out. Sure, he says, "we're lovers now." But I thought it was because of the imense amount of time we spend together. And we held hands during Billy Elliot yesterday.
So Niki and I went to the mall yesterday and we were just both really depressed and it sucked.
When Monday comes, I'm going to ask him if we are. I sorta hope we are.
Love,
the only broken hearted loser you'll ever need
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[16 Dec 2004|06:16pm] |
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add me. because i like to give/recieve comments.
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[16 Dec 2004|06:07pm] |
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Dear...oh fuck it,
Once again, this was a ROCKING Thursday.Well, chem was boring, but I just drew. Seriously, the people in my chem class are the most drawable people, it's awesome. U.S. History, English, boring, boring. Yet interesting. As always? Orchestra. Oh my. I was throwing a fit cause there wasn't a chair for me lmfao. And lunch. Jamie and I got fries and HONEY MUSTARD! Journalism was cool cause we just worked on headlines for the paper. Then afterwards, I took Cristina to Philosophy and Theology. Fun times. We were on our way to the bake sale too and I found 10 DOLLARS!!!!1!!!1!!!!1!!!!!111!! Pftsh. Boo-yeah. Then I casted away my procrastination in Philosophy and Theology...and it's already working. Because I got up before and went all the way back to school to get some stamps to mail my Christmas CD to people!
Okay, I"m done.
Love,
the best friend you'll ever have
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[14 Dec 2004|09:51pm] |
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Dear anyone that dares bother to read this,
Day three's are okay, but never my favorite. But today wasn't too bad. I was sorta bored because Orly wasn't there, and Chloe couldn't see. And chemistry was actually pretty cool, cause I got to write on the SMARTboard. Which is just by far one of the coolest teaching things I've seen. Except, it's NOT LIKE A REAL BOARD. Which is weird...cause I tried to erase something...but it wouldn't work =( U.S. History was awesome because we saw a DEBATE! I love those things. And afterwards Jinica and Erin told me that I looked so in awe the whole time and my facial expression didn't change. Lmfao. Drivers Ed was laugh out loud hilarious as usual. And orchestra? What happened then? Ahh you get the point, some violin playing. And then I had lessons after that instead of a boring study. I played a trick on Matt cause he tried to get out of going first by going to the bathroom [we had testing today, btw]. So while he was going to the bathroom, I went in and told Mrs. Wilkes that Matt volunteered himself to go first, but first he had to go to the bathroom. Heh heh heh. Well, turns out she just went alphabetically, so I got to go first. Damn my last name! So then I had work afterwards which was just semi-frusterating.
Love,
Me.
P.S. I'm in love with a guy that's illegal...by like...3 years.
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[12 Dec 2004|09:20pm] |
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Dear Lloyd,
I'd appreciate it if you didn't flirt with other girls right in front of my face.
Thanks,
Kaitty
P.S. It was sorta nice of you to send me a candy gram. But only after I had to suggest it >.<
So Dear Everyone Else,
I had an allergic reaction today. I'm not sure to what though. But I had hives on my hands that were quite itchy and some swollen fingers. It's quite gross actually. And, my U.S. History teacher got married this weekend. Did I know that was going to happen? No. Did I even know that he was engaged? No. So this week he's on his honey moon. I got a 95 on my chemistry test. Hoorah! And I debated independance at lunch, and Taco had an Avril Lavigne shirt! And so ends the excitement of my exciting day.
Love,
Kaitty
P.S. I'm in love with a Canadian
P.P.S. Sorry I haven't been commenting, or the lack of them to come, I've been quite busy the past few days...having a life and such.
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[12 Dec 2004|10:55am] |
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Dear you,
I'm trying to figure out where I left off in my life. So that I can pick up in the right place again, start over, and keep you informed. It must be Saturday morning. For like the first time in my teenage years, I got to sleep till 11 am on a Saturday morning, because my mother wasn't there to wake me up. I didn't really mind that. It was really quite pleasant. And so after lazing around, I went to Barnes and Noble to get some Christmas/holiday shopping done. I've got like 7 people done on 60 bucks and now I've got like 8 more...but I'll have about $140 to do it with, since I get that nice hefty pay check on the 15th. I don't think it's really fair, but the gifts were there. So Nikki calls me when I'm on my way out, and of course, relationship trouble has struck. Although, it was some rough relationship trouble. How do you love someone one day and not the other? Yeah. I know a lot of LJ people have things to say about that. Including me. We decide we'll go to the mall. Retail therapy. Of course. I got some nice emo glasses and popped the lenses out. And in Urban Groove, they had a fart machine set up. And of course, we kept on walking past it. >.< And we made some new friends in the video game store, 8 mile (Richard) and Jason. And Bobby got fired...and only eats green jelly beans.
Love,
the retail therapy shopper
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[10 Dec 2004|10:13pm] |
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Dear Everyone again,
Steve, faithless_emo,</span> wrote a cool entry that should be read at this link. I like being wry.
I realized something on the way home from tae kwan doe. And it might have been a mix of me just being burnt out and thinking of the conversation that I had with Jamie at lunch. And it's like a woah type thing for me. I can't really get over it too. So imma put it under the cut.
( The best adviced I'll ever give anyone )
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